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[01 Feb 2005|10:12am] all right, kiddies. i have created a new LJ, and its name is bluexmeaniex. add me and junk. i'll eventually add you all back. :) let it be

[28 Dec 2004|10:09pm] [ mood | okay ] [ music | bealtes! ] before i begin this lovely survey to cure my boredom, i want to say that i cut some people from my friends list. if you feel you were wrongfully removed, let me know. i also changed my icons since i no longer have a paid account... oh and the colors are different. i'm crazy like that. :) [x] name: jamie [x] nicknames: no idea... [x] screen name: forthesadness [x] sex: female [x] birthday: 11-18 [x] height: 5'9'' [x] hair color: brown [x] is your hair long or short: short. [x] eye color: blue [x] city born in: altoona [x] parents married/divorced: married [x] who are your closest friends: sean, jenn, aaron, shane [x] who makes you laugh the most?: sean [x] who knows the most about you?: sean --> c r u s h I N . . . [x] kindergarten: -- [x] 1st Grade: -- [x] 2nd Grade: -- [x] 3rd Grade: -- [x] 4th Grade: -- [x] 5th Grade: -- [x] 6th Grade: -- [x] 7th Grade: -- [x] 8th Grade: -- [x] 9th grade: -- [x] 10th grade: shane [x] 11th grade: sean [x] 12th grade: sean [x] boy/girlfriend status: sean is fantastic in the sack. --> o t h e r . [x] do you have a job: yes [x] what are you scared of: losing sean and falling down [x] who's your role model: i don't really have one [x] what store do you shop at the most: ? [x] have you ever done any drugs: oh yeah!!! [x] do you collect anything: not really [x] are you a ditz: sometimes --> f a v o r i t e s . [x] day of the week: when i'm not working [x] thing in your room: bed [x] cousin: -- [x] cd: beatles white album disc 1 [x] song(s): rocky raccoon beatles [x] animal: giraffes [x] ice cream: vanilla [x] drink: milk [x] thing to do: hang out w/ sean and get stoned [x] movie of all time: pulp fiction? [x] hangout: wherever [x] pizza topping: cheese --> r a n d o m . [x] where do you see yourself in 10 years: hopefully w/ sean [x] if you could live anywhere: london [x] dream house: big and in the woods near a waterfall [x] what age do you want to get married: 24 [x] how many kids do you want: 2 or 3 [x] girl's names: ? [x] boy's names: thomas --> h a v e Y O U e v e r . [x] been in love?: yes [x] lied?: don't we all? [x] cheated on a test?: yes [x] cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend?: sadly, yes. :( [x] tied your shoes together?: not recently [x] eaten something with a lot of fat?: yes [x] had sex?: oh yeah --> f e e l i n g s . [x] worst feeling in the world: sadness and lonliness [x] best feeling in the world: love and happiness [x] define love in one word: seanedwardbaird [x] do you get along with your parents?: sometimes [x] are you ticklish?: sometimes --> o p p o s i t e S E X .> [x] 1st thing you notice about the opposite sex: eyes [x] perfect "dream" date: spending the day at the resevoir. (yeah, so it already happened.) [x] who is your best friend of the opposite sex?: sean [x] what do you look for in the opposite sex?: sense of humor [x] what does the opposite sex not know about you?: i really like penises. :P --> n i g h t T I M E . [x] what do you wear to bed: pajama pants and a t-shirt [x] what's your bed time: when i fall aslepp [x] do you wish on stars: whenever i can [x] is there a TV in your room: yes [x] what's the last thing you do before you fall asleep: nothing in particular --> m i s c e l l a n e o u s . [x] how many schools have you been to: 2 elementary schools, 1 jr. high, 1 senior high, and 1 college [x] are you passive or aggressive: generally passive [x] vanilla or chocolate: i love the smell of vanilla, but chocolate is so fucking good. [x] would you rather be hot or cold: a happy medium would do just fine [x] what is your curfew: it's supposed to be 2am, but i come home whenever --> f r i e n d s . [x] person you can trust the most: sean [x] what is the best quality of a friend: honesty [x] what friend do you have the most fun with: sean [x] name your friends: this'll be a short list... sean, jenn, aaron, shane, nate --> s t u p i d S T U F F . [x] do you glow in the dark: fuck yeah [x] do you posses magical abilities: duh. [x] do you keep your underwear and socks in the same drawer: yes [x] can you name all 4 Teletubbies: tinky winky, dipsy, lala, poe (that was kind of tough, i really reached into the dark regions of my brain for that one.) [x] if you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?: my weight [x] have you ever tried to kill yourself: yes [x] do you know anyone who SERIOUSLY wanted to kill themselves?: ? [x] who do you really hate?: mean people [x] what are you addicted to?: sean [x] do you like jewelry?: yeah, it's nice [x] do you wear a watch?: yes [x] did/do you have braces?: yes, i did [x] do you believe in God?: sometimes. he's a wonderful idea. [x] do you believe in love at first sight?: yes [x] what are your favorite tv show(s)?: i enjoy the programs on adult swim, spongebob squarepants, rocko's modern life, good eats, most of the stuff on the history channel [x] what color tooth brush do you use?: blue and clear [x] is the glass half empty or half full: half full [x] most dangerous thing you've ever done: i once took like 30 pain pills because i suck. [x] are you listening to any of your CDs at the moment: kind of, i put all of cds on my windows media player. i'm currently listening to all together now from yellow submarine look at my icon. isn't he awesome?! 2 | let it be

[27 Dec 2004|05:57pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | the beatles ] look, guys! i'm updating. i must admit that i never feel like updating because i never stay online long enough or get online often enough to write something of substance. i wrote a short story about 5 minutes ago. here it is: Looking through majesticly painted eyes, the queen notices a small animal beneath her balcony. She calls out to it as to capture its attention. The rodent looks up only briefly, then continues about his business. The queen shakes her head, and turns to enter her quarters. As her body turns about, she catches a glimpse of the rodent running under her bed. She walks over and bends to see the tiny creature. As she lifts the blanket that skims the floorboards, the animal leaps toward the queen's face and gouges her eyes out. great, huh? i had a good christmas. i got everything i wanted. yippee! today is my day off, and ponderosa already tried to call me in. fuckers. i found out that my gpa for the semester was 3.08. that's pretty good, right? 1 | let it be

[01 Dec 2004|02:33pm] [ mood | happy ] i have the greatest boyfriend ever. sean came up from johnstown at 2am just to hang out with me for about an hour, then he drove back. we only smoked up and got some grub at denny's. he's just so awesome. i love him so much. let it be

[18 Nov 2004|01:49pm] [ mood | awesome ] hello, my fellow LJers. i updated my user info page and added the text messageing thing so i can receive all of your love. and don't forget... it's my birthday! WOO HOO! I RULE! 1 | let it be

[17 Nov 2004|11:32am] [ mood | happy ] oh yeah! tomorrow is my birthday! woo! i'm so pumped. 6 | let it be

[08 Nov 2004|10:59am] [ mood | groggy ] [nervous habits] biting the inside of my cheeks [can you blow smoke rings?] i don't smoke... cigarettes [can you blow spit bubbles?] nope [can you cross your eyes?] yes [on the average, how much money do you carry in your purse/wallet?] i don't really carry money anymore. i have 2 credit cards and a debit card i prefer to use. [what jewelry do you wear 24/7?] the ring sean got for me last year [what's sexiest article of clothing on a guy?] uh, nothing. duh. [for a chick?] form-fitting tees [favorite piece of clothing] my volcom hoodie. [pajamas] my blue pajama pants and a tshirt [fave food] chocolate and stuffing [do you wind your spaggetti or cut it?] i'm a winder [have you ever eaten spam?] yes, ugh. [how often do you brush your teeth?] once in the morning [how often do you shower/bathe?] at least once a day [what colors has your hair been?] blonde, red-brown, brown [if that fountain of youth existed, would you drink from it?] i don't know. [do you paint your nails?] no [do you swear?] yeah, when i feel the need [do you ever spit?] sometimes What is your favorite. . . [body part on/in you] my cheeks (i know, i'm weird.) [holiday] christmas [magazine] high times [thing to do in the summer] hang out w/ sean. [thing to do in the winter] hang out w/ sean. [perfume or cologne] vanilla lace from victoria's secret In and around. . . [the cd player] sublime [person you talk most on the phone with] sean e. baird. [ever taken a cab?] no, but i would like to [do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?] oddly enough, i do. [do you use an alarm clock?] when i need to wake up before 12 [name one thing you are obsessed with] sean e. baird. (i secretly stalk him.) [ever sunbathed nude?] nope [window seat or aisle?] window seat [what's your sleeping position?] on my stomach with my face planted on my new down pillow [even in hot weather do you use a blanket?] of course [do you snore?] jenn and aaron say i do, but i only trust sean on this matter and he's never told me that i do or don't [do you sleepwalk?] not that i know of. [do you talk in your sleep?] i don't think so [do you sleep with a stuffed animal?] my good luck carebear [how about with the light on?] the darker the better [do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?] sometimes. it depends on whether or not i can turn the tv off before i pass out. :P 10 days 'til my birthday! let it be

[05 Nov 2004|10:28pm] [ mood | blank ] [ music | across the universe ] i wish i could say something deep and meaningful, but i can't. i suck. 1 | let it be

[03 Nov 2004|06:07pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | sublime ] i am sad. beth said it best when she said: And even more so a tragedy yesterday was that 11 states, count them 11 states, decided to ban gay and lesbian marriages (that's including Ohio by the way) ... it is a sad day for America. I thought that this country was founded by people who were tired of being oppressed who wanted a change who wanted FREEDOM FOR ALL I guess I was mistaken, it brings tears to my eyes ... the people of this country disappoint me. i'd just like to say that i am very disappointed in the 51% of americans who actually voted for bush. i didn't know that being deceitful, being money-hungry, and killing our troops for no reason are the traits of a good president. oh and having finanical ties to bin laden doesn't hurt either. i'm with marisa on moving to canada. america is a sad and corrupt place. 1 | let it be

[01 Nov 2004|08:02pm] VOTE! let it be

[18 Oct 2004|08:18pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | jc chasez ] i love jc. ::ahem:: i just thought i'd throw that out there. :) marisa knows what i'm talking about. she was there. :P also, an update from me would not be complete if i did not mention how much i miss my boyfriend. my sister's friend and her husband came over, and i just got kind of jealous. i wish that could be me and sean, but alas, college stands in our way. i hate college. i just want to win the lottery and then not have to worry about school. i could just cut to retirement at age 18. that would be sweet! i just hate the fact that i can only see him on weekends, but i need money too, so i have to work for the larger portion of my weekend instead of being with mah baby. ::sigh:: 2 | let it be

[14 Oct 2004|10:15pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | The Beatles :) ] ( Read more... ) let it be

[06 Oct 2004|06:40pm] [ mood | sad ] i hate being in altoona without sean. he can take [the metaphorical] edge off all of this. school sucks. job sucks. car sucks. me and sean's 2 year anniversary is next thursday. :) sadly, i won't get to see him until the saturday afterward, if i don't go and see him sooner. i got 2 new tattoos. a star on each wrist. they are so cool. so technically, i have 3 tattoos. i am so awesome! :P 1 | let it be

[13 Sep 2004|09:34pm] [ mood | indifferent ] YAY! i went to the VW dealership in hollidaysburg today because i was in a crappy mood and decided the best way to remedy that would be to test drive a beetle (which worked). The guy, Gary, was so fucking nice. i told him that i would be interested in buying a newer car if i had a better job, and he asked me where i wanted to work. I said sheetz, so he said that he would call the manager at the 58th street sheetz and put in a good word for me. how fucking nice is that?! the beetle was awesome to drive. i want one now that i test drove one. i don't know if this is normal, but i really miss sean now that he's away all the time. i hate the fact that i can't go over to his house everyday and see him. it's just so hard for me. the reason why i was in a crappy mood today is because i fell like i'm being cheated out of a "real" college experience. i've always wanted to move away for college, but i'm stuck here because of my fucking mother. i really hate her sometimes. now i must study. 3 | let it be

[11 Sep 2004|01:40am] [ mood | tired ] not everyone thought my tattoo was a good idea, but i don't care. i love it. :) school sucks. work sucks. being away from sean all week sucks. everything sucks. today is sean's birthday! he's 19 today, and i'm going to give him the best thing ever on his big day... if you know what i mean... :P haha. jamie=dork. he's coming over when he gets off of work at 6. i can't wait! sean > everything. (duh!) i am in a very weird mood right now. i'm kind of bubbley kind of tired. i wish i was sharing this with someone, but good ol' LJ will have to do. i overdrafted my bank account and guess what!... it's not my fault. if it was my fault, it would have been a larger sum of money. omega bank is evil. i'm taking my brother, jeffie, to hooters on sunday to watch the wwf event. he so fucking pumped to go. he's been bugging me for the past week to remember to make the reservation. i made the reservation for 4, but so far only 3 are going. if you want to come call my phone and let me know. we all know jeffie is going to be a fucking riot. it's gonna be so awesome! on that note, goodnight. 2 | let it be

[09 Sep 2004|11:28am] [ mood | drained ] i got a tattoo. 6 | let it be

[02 Sep 2004|02:02pm] [ mood | amused ] look at my icon! i am far too amused by this. 3 | let it be

[02 Sep 2004|12:42pm] [ mood | sad ] i miss sean a lot today. :( let it be

[30 Aug 2004|11:49am] [ mood | stressed ] penn state altoona = retarded. grr. classes start tomorrow and i can't get my book store voucher until tomorrow, so i must wake up at the ass crack of dawn to get my books before my class at 10. the reason i need a voucher is because my return on my aid isn't coming in until i get all these papers sent in that were mailed on the 27th from state college, but somehow it's taking 3 days for them to go 45 minutes. as if my first year of college isn't stressful enough... 4 | let it be

[30 Aug 2004|12:27am] [ mood | tired ] i haven't written anything in such a long time. give me inspiration... anything original. 2 | let it be

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